Change
We all go through it. Recently I turned my whole world upside down. The person that I love and happens to be my Bestfriend is no longer there and it’s my fault. We’ve been together for 5 years so I’m lost without him and I sincerely miss him. It sucks having someone you grow up with just not be there. I feel alone. I hate not knowing what’s going on in his life because he is/was a big part of mine. I know that he misses me and loves me that’s what makes it the hardest he just hates what I did and more than anything right now I want to go and hug him and see him. I can’t. I can’t bring myself to take the ring off he got me. I don’t know how long this is going to go on for but I know I will be able to move on. Eventually. This is the start of my life.
Sorry for venting.
